Why are people the way they are?
I find myself at times feeling encouraged to stay on the path I’m on. I convince myself that one day, I’ll find my way and be what I truly want to be.
But the days are long and discouraging. I feel like I’m serving some sort of terrible sentence, having to put in time in sucky places and around people I want nothing to do with.
How is that I bounce between wanting to belong and be positive to never wanting to have to deal with people ever again?
To top it off, I’m probably going through one of the toughest times in my life. Things are so bad. I try to mask the pain with jokes and quick quips but things are just awful. I’m just hoping that things start to change for me.